- Le ` Silence ` est ` D'or -

♡ вё шітн уоϋ ♡

2010-11-09T18:49:00.005+07:00

It makes me sad to be away from you.
It makes me cry when I think of you.
I dream of the day I will see you.
Words can't say how much I love you.
All I want is to be with you.

You have no idea how hard this is on me.
I hope you are thinking of me.
My love will always be true for you.
I dream of the day I can be with you.
I can't even sleep when I am away from you.
All I wan't is to be with you.

"Miss you more than anything my K.C"

— Iисомрlётѐ —

2010-11-09T14:00:00.004+07:00

the grey sky looming above,
rain drops still dripping down
from the pregnant clouds above,
we set out on our journey once again;

around and around we go
in slow circles, moving
to the beat of the thunder
and rain that surrounds us;

as the droplets hit the ground,
shattered realizations lay scattered
reminding me nothing is same
as it seems to be;

as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive;

the rain does nothing to stop our journey,
never forgetting, who we are
we walk these streets of madness,
knowing that,without each-other…

we are simply incomplete.

P.s : I`m Incomplete without you my K.C ~ (◡‿◡)

✿ UNTITLED ✿

2009-11-24T16:24:00.003+07:00

i want you to be mine,
but it's too impossible for me to be yours.

i just don't know
maybe your heart is so blind.

you never let me love you
because for you my love is nothing but a mere shadow.

it's hard for me to let go,
but easy for you to go.

and i know that your heart belongs to some one now.
and for you i am now just an ordinary friend.
you know if it's hurting me deeply,

the only thing i can do now...
is to love you....

in silence..... o(╯_╰)o

• Thoughts of you remain •

2009-10-03T16:30:00.003+07:00

You may never see this… And may never get the chance to.

But I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done…

All the lies, the deceit, and misinterpretations…

I love you and you might NEVER feel the same way. And I know this is all just karma for what I may have done to you.

For all the 2-facedness and the lying when it was never needed, the hurt and pain I put you through, and all the times I told you I loved you, but you felt the need to second guess it.

And although you may never see this, I LOVE YOU… More than anything in the world, and you said, “Do something spontaneous” is this spontaneous enough?

You don’t need to forgive me, and you don’t need to be my friend… But I don’t want to leave, without letting you see:

- how much you mean to me

- how involved you are in my world

- how every breath I take, whispers your name…

- my thoughts linger to you and my hands only need your warmth

- and how all I ever want, is to scream, “I LOVE YOU”

AND… although you may never feel the same again, I am aware.

However, it is set in my heart that I’ll always love you and you will ALWAYS have the biggest place, most cherished piece of my heart.

That even if you give it back, it’ll just break, because it’ll never be apart of me again.. It’ll always belong to you…

Never in my life, have I ever met a guy with a heart as beautiful as yours, or a smile that can kill.

You have the ability to take my world and spin it around and when I’m with you, I feel like I can do anything.

We rise in love, and you CHANGE me in ways I’ve never experienced and awaken feelings in me I’ve never felt.

I feel like an unknowing child when our eyes meet.. All the things that were easy and the ability to LOVE without conditions come back to me instantly...

But when you look away, I feel like my world has fallen and i have no sense of this emotion called "love"

You’re truly beautiful and I admire and cherish all the moments we’ve spent together.

I know we'll never be together again, and if we were; things would just never work out...
but you'll always have a huge DENT on my life.

The biggest things that ive done, have everything to do with you... and things that YOUVE done,
things you've experienced with me will always be experiences you'll have for life.

I hope you never regret those experiences.

And Although you’ll never see this,

I want the world to know I love you.

♥ A Silent Love ♥

2009-10-03T16:07:00.002+07:00

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

My Heart Beats For You

2009-08-31T19:13:00.009+07:00

There was once a guy who was very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she couldn't visualize any future for the both of them, so let 's go their own ways there and then... Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of him. Finally with all these hard work and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company... "You never fail until you stop trying."

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his girl's parents. With a heart at getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it!

Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his paper cranes beside her... Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he would make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chose to leave him...

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have." She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her,because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again... he can take some of those back with him...

"Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever."

"Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person whom you thought meant nothing to you."

The guy just wept ...

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them... "

Unconditional Love Story . . . o(>_<)o

2009-08-31T19:06:00.002+07:00

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home from the war. He called his parents from San Francisco.

“Mom and Dad, I’m coming home, but I’ve a favor to ask. I have a friend I’d like to bring home with me.”
“Sure,” they replied, “we’d love to meet him.”
“There’s something you should know the son continued, “he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us.”
“I’m sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live.”
“No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us.”
“Son,” said the father, “you don’t know what you’re asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can’t let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He’ll find a way to live on his own.”
At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San
Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide.The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body
of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn’t know, their son had only one arm and one leg.

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don’t like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren’t as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are.

Thankfully, there’s someone who won’t treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.
Tonight, before you tuck yourself in for the night, say a little prayer that God will give you the strength you need to accept people as they are, and to help us all be more understanding of those who are different from u

¸¸.•¨¯`•► I Realize ◄•¨¯`•¸¸.

2009-07-10T05:52:00.003+07:00

I realize my ray of sun

doesn't have to shine on me;
but I never thought that in the dark
I would finally see...

I realize that true love

means to set it free;
but I never thought it would be so hard
to watch it drift from me.

I realize that times do change

and people with it too;
but I never thought life would be so dead
if it couldn't be with you.

I realize I see a house

that badly needs to be cleaned;
but I know I'll find a masterpiece
if I could get back in.

If you realize the lights gone out,

and my ray of sun is gone;
then let us part as friends for now,
victims of the clouds.

10 Life Lessons o( ≥ з ≤ )o

2009-06-30T13:29:00.004+07:00

A few (of many) lessons I’ve learned in the past year:

1. ”You’re not a $100 bill—not everyone’s going to like you.” One of my friend said that. It’s true—no matter how popular or well-liked you are, not everyone will like you. As long as you are loved by someone you can call home and have some true, good friends who will always be there for you, you’re going to be alright. I mean, there are people who don’t like me. There are some people I don’t blame for not liking me, because I don’t like them either. There are people who won’t like you because one of their friends doesn’t like you. There are people who won’t like you because you have brown hair, the way you talk, the kind of music you listen to, because you have a purple mailbox. . . the list goes on forever. All you can do is accept the fact that everyone isn’t going to like you and cherish the people who do like you.

2. If someone doesn’t like you and accept you for who you are, they aren’t worth hanging around with. It’s just going to bring you down.

3. Don’t let anyone bring you down!! You are who you are, be proud of that! You need to have confidence in yourself to be successful in everything.

4. People need people. There are going to be people you really can’t live without. You need your best friends, your mom, your teachers, your inspirations. People can belong to each other (so long as you aren’t allowing anyone to control you).

5. Nothing is more important than love and friendship. They go hand in hand: you need to be a close, good and trustworthy friend to be a good boyfriend or girlfriend. You also need to be in love with your friends (not romantically) to make the friendship work. It can’t be one person giving and the other taking all the time in any relationship. You also need to slow down once in a while and really think about what you’re doing, especially if you’re thinking of giving up. If you want someone to be there to pull you through the tough times, you’ve gotta be there to pull them. Love and friendship aren’t things to throw away—they’re what you should hold tightly on to every day.

6. You can’t live with a million regrets. Things will happen; you’re going to make mistakes in life that you’ll wish never happened. You’ll beat yourself up over hurting someone and feel bad because you hurt them, but you need to move on. Dwelling in the past will just make your present depressing and your future dim.

7. You need to know when to forgive someone, and when to say “You know what? You’re not sorry. I don’t forgive you. . . I quit.”

8. It’s alright to be a little off-beat. Right now, I’m wearing an orange t-shirt and blue plaid cut-off pajama pants. There’s a wine glass with a daisy in it (as a vase) on my bookshelf jars of buttons on my desk. . . yeah. It’s more fun to march to the beat of your own drum than to constantly stay with the band. You’ll enjoy life more if you don’t act like everyone else (and, once in a while, it also keeps you out of trouble).

9. Bad things will happen. Someone close to you might get cancer, your friends might ditch you, you might get a few bad grades. People can be mean, the weather isn’t always good. When everything piles up and you’re going through hell, it’s perfectly fine to break down and cry. What’s important is pulling through. Eat a whole box of macaroni and cheese and a gallon of ice cream and watch your favorite movies. Call/email someone who always makes you smile. Get a hug from someone who will always love you. Get help (if you need it) to keep going, and remember that someone out there loves you and needs you. No matter how much you feel like you’ll never smile again, you will.

10. Your grades aren’t important. Well, they are, but not to the extent everyone thinks. What’s more important than the facts you learn to get that A+ is the knowledge you gain from your classes. It’s being able to have an intelligent discussion with someone and develop your own theories and opinions. It’s applying history and math or English to your everyday life. It’s learning from your mistakes and gaining knowledge to do better in the future. It’s finding out what you love to learn about—once you find what you love to learn about, you’ll excel in that subject simply because you love it~ ♥.

｡♥｡☆｡♡｡☆ ºGirLsº ☆｡♡｡☆｡♥｡

2009-06-10T04:56:00.004+07:00

There are many good things in life
like cars.. money.. and flowers
But if you want something confusing
a girl is all you need

A girl doesn't say what she wants
but you're somehow supposed to know
If they want to do this or do that
stay here.. stay there.. or just go

If you ever dare look at another girl
they seem to scream.. go on.. and panic
But watch how fast they ignore you
at the sight of that kiss from Titanic

They give you questions like "Am i pretty?"
and "If you could go with one of my friends, who?"
There is no answer.. face the facts
you are definitely through

They take nothing and blow it up
and make a tremendous fuss
So girls, no matter what you think
you are just as hard to understand as us

◕‿◕ Boys ◕‿◕

2009-05-29T02:50:00.005+07:00

a heart is not a play thing

a heart is not a toy

but if you want it broken

just give it to a boy

boys, they like to play with things

to see what makes them run

but when it comes to kissing

they do it just for fun

boys never give their hearts away

they play us girls for fools

they play until we give our hearts

and then they play it cool

you will wonder where he is at night

you will wonder if he's true

one moment you will be happy

one moment you will be blue

if you get a chance to see him

your heart begins to dance

your life revolves around him

there's nothing like romance

and then it starts to happen

you worry day and night

you see my friend, you're losing

it never turns out right

boys are great, though immature

the price you pay is high

he may seem sweet and gorgeous

but remember, he's a guy

don't fall in love with just a boy

that takes a lot of nerve

you see my friend, you need a man

to get what you deserve

so when you think that you're in love

be careful if you can

before you give your heart away

make sure that he's a man

°°° Wanted U Back °°°

2009-05-28T05:58:00.006+07:00

You came into my book of life

Just as you wish, just as you pleased

You did it fast and direct, in just a blink of an eye

You paint in my white body

Fill it with colors, red, blue, black, yellow and green

You write in my blank body

Full with beautiful words and poetry of love

You often sing a song in my ears

Just before i sleep

And it stays till morning sun wakes me up

Sometimes i miss you

Like i miss the sunshine in the morning

Like i miss the air that i breathe

Like i miss the cold wind in the morning

I sat down

You are the light in the dark of my room

Stay, calm in the center

Shine your light across the emptiness

And it reaches me, softly, swept away all fears in me

For a time, you stay

Now,

You leave as you came

Just "WUSH" and vanished away

I just stay here... and still wonderer

Why do you have to leave?

"I Wanted U Back"

What Good Is a Heart ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-05-23T02:12:00.003+07:00

They say love can make everything ok..

but why it always makes our hearts break??!?

if love is good then why it sometimes kill?!??

when i was a teenager i do believe in the power of love..

i often dream of a love story...

not just a simple love story, but a perfect one....

i've been in love for so many times but it only hurt me more and more.......

so now tell me is love good or what???

The TiMe of My Life

2009-05-19T02:33:00.005+07:00

"Giving up doesn't always mean your weak.. Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let it go."

The above quote.. contain a lot of meanings for me....

especially at this moment of my life...

Just like a turning point to reflect all the mistakes i've done in the past...

I never meant to hurt anybody...

Never meant to betrayed your trust...

Never meant to hurt your heart...

Never meant to do any harms in your life...

But i did it... :(

For God already gave the punishment for me...

For i have received the consequences b'coz of my own foolishnes

" This Is The Time Of My Life "

Oishii Ne!!! ^o^ -Ramen Addict-

2009-05-15T16:47:00.006+07:00

Enaknyah maem ramen.... ♡ ♡ ♡

pake Bacon... shrimp broth... boiled egg... seaweed a.k.a Nori...

ssllrrpsss~~ nyumm nyumm~~

just can't have enough of it ... o( ≥ з ≤ )o

buka resto ramen seru kali yaa >.<

besok bikin ramen apalagi yach..?? O_o"

Kuenya gimana nicchhh :(

2009-05-15T14:40:00.002+07:00

duwwhh... pucinkk...

udah special bikin kue buat temen tapi malah ga bisa anterin hari ini....

perutku tiba² sakit laghe...

Damn it.... -__-a

Sorry yach guys... jadi mulur dech janji bawain kuenya :(

huhuhuuu~~

Iƒ OnLy (The LOVE i've lost, the LOVE I wish I could bring it back...)

2009-05-15T04:03:00.007+07:00

If only I had realized that I love you from the start then I wouldn't have regrets right now....

If only I knew all along that what you feel for me is true then your love would not go to waste...

If only I knew from the beginning that you would fulfill all of your promises to me.. then I should have believed you, instead of anybody else and just hold on to your promise...

If only I knew that you love me that much, perhaps I wouldn't suffer right now from the guilt and regrets every time I think of the love I had back then.... damned I never realized how lucky I am to have you till now....

If only I wasn't blinded by my fears of getting hurt and doubts, for sure you'll make me the happiest women like what you always promise to me....

If only I wasn't that naive back then, maybe right now I have a wonderful life with you...

If only I listen to you every time you utter the word "I love you" and realized that it's not an empty word that comes from you, perhaps I wouldn't miss it so much now....

If only I have said I love you too in return or even just once... I know you're longing to hear those three simple words coming from me.... then I wouldn't be wishing to God right now to have the chance to say those words to you...

If only I fight for the love you had given me....

If only I believe in all of your promises and hold on to it.....

If only I wasn't blinded by my fears and doubts....

If only I wasn't immature back then...

If only I had responded to the love you have given me...

If only I could turn back time... I'll make sure that you'll feel the love I had for you everyday, until we get old....

If only I could say I love you too in return....

If only I have chosen you instead of them...

If only I have realized that true love really does exist and that it has no age exemption when true love found you... perhaps now I have every chance to say "I love you too" till my last breath.....

I know it's too late now because all I have is just a memory of the love you gave me...but even so... I'll just take this chance to let you know that "I have loved you all along" I'm just plain stupid to not realize it earlier....

"I love you" wish I could say it to you.....

"I love you" I realize now how much I wanted to say this word to you over and over again...

"I love you" because I knew now that I appreciate all the love you showed me.....

Since that this is the only chance God had given me to say this three words that you longed to hear from me...

YuMmY yUmm YumM... ^o^

2009-05-14T17:50:00.002+07:00

Sore² selalu bikin laper n iseng pingin ngemiilll...

drpd bengong mendingan experimen cheesecake...

teng terereeennggg....

mix mix mixed..... chop chop chopp...

Andddd.... HERE IT GOES .....!!!! ^o^V

jgn dilihat dr penampilannyah.. maklum namanya jg amatiran n bahan² penghias jg terbatas..

yang penting rasanyaa...

kalo kata Pak Bondan " Wisata Kuliner " itu... " MakNyusssHhh "

wakakakakka ^o^V

The Day U Said GoodBye

2009-05-14T05:16:00.004+07:00

When you said goodbye not only did you leave me alone in the dark...
but you took my heart with you…
I wanted to run and never look back…
... So I did …
and when I could not run anymore, I dropped to my knees and cried..
until I could not cry no more…
I ask my self why…
... why me ...
I treated you like you were my world…
well you were my world...
my only reason to live...
I could not take it anymore…
so I took my belt and hung myself in the tree we always sat and talked in…
now you never have to see me…
I took my life because you took my heart and broke it into too many pieces…
I said I would love you until I close my eyes forever…
... I lied …

" I still love you "

Mr. — No Hope —

2009-05-14T04:01:00.004+07:00

Waiting for someone you love is never is easy it may even be irrelevant...

especially when the one you're waiting for isn't aware that you're waiting..

I always wished for the same thing someone to love and who'll love me back..

but today, i think i'm gonna wish for something else..

the wisdom & maturity to realize that i won't find what i want by looking for it..

that i shouldn't expect someone else to give me what i never give to myself..

that i'm not half waiting to be made whole..

and even if that special person never comes along i'll be just fine...

Sometimes we could be so stubborn holding on to something we want so badly..

there is nothing wrong in hoping for love..

But there are times that we simply have to accept that it's over...

Feast ????

2009-05-13T17:55:00.006+07:00

Malam ini enaknya maem apa yaawhhh.....

pgn bikin makanan yg aneh² rasanya...

kyk yg ini nich.... hasil experimen

ummm.. yummyyy....

masak aacchhh...

ada yg mau???

maw maw maww???? (n_n)

Crush... Crush... Crush

2009-05-13T17:03:00.004+07:00

@This Blue Afternoon

I think that I am beginning to understand why they call a crush a crush.

I think it's because it does hurt and to see the person that you would give anythin' to be with everyday and know that they don't know how you feel and that maybe they never will.

I know this guy and he's absolutely amazing and I would love to be with him, but I don't think that he even realize it.

And it does bother me..

But how do I tell him that I like him without looking like an idiot?

I mean what if he doesn't even like me? what if I'm just wasting my time?

And how do I get over someone who I don't even get a chance with?

That doesn't seem very fair...

One More Chance . . .

2009-05-13T04:40:00.003+07:00

alone @ my bedroom

Jujur, aku capek banget ngejalanin hari demi hari di kehidupan aku...
too many troubles.. too many obstacles... too many anger...

Terkadang aku cuma bisa menghela nafas sambil berkeluh kesah dalam hati... "Aku capek Tuhan dengan kehidupanku ini, aku gaq tau sampai kapan aku bisa bertahan dengan semua ini... sigh~"

Aku hanya ingin merasakan bahwa sebenarnya hidup ku ini punya arti...
bahwa aku ini berarti untuk orang lain...
dan bahwa aku juga memberikan arti bagi hidup org lain...

Tapi, keinginan untuk memberi dan merasa berarti itu udah buat aku mengambil langkah yg salah...
yg ada skrg aku malah nyakitin org yg aku sayang...

I really didn't mean to do that...

Now.. all that's left is only regrets....

I wished that i could turn back the hands of time... :(

P.s :
To someone out there...
"I'll always stand by your side no matter what will happen next"

Wind Beneath My Wing

2009-05-12T23:12:00.005+07:00

ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ

I don't want this feeling
Please stop me from believing

my mind and heart are always fighting
'coz it's you im always thinking

How can I forget you?
If my heart already belongs to you

I don't know what to do
You are always making me blue

You don't know how you make me feel
Everytime that you are near

It's your voice that I want to hear
Everytime my heart is full of fear

Why do I feel this way?
I can't let you go away

I think I'm starting to fall for you..
'coz nobody makes me feel the way you do

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. . . waiting . . . . .

2009-05-12T06:20:00.008+07:00

Tears been shed with the pain that lingers into this pity heart,

patiently waiting for the right time, for the right moment,

for you to see me, to see what`s beneath me, to see what these eyes of mine really want to say...

I`ve been waiting… for you to notice how i ache whenever you are hurt,

hoping that tomorrow will be the time when i can tell you how much i treasure you,

you, …my sweet devil.. is so precious to me…..

ironic though while she`s making you cry, here i am sharing it with you...

…no matter how hard it is to this stubborn heart of mine, i will help you lift up that burden you are carrying…...

yes, i'm bleeding.. but i will never let you see it, …as long as i can see you smile again..

…I will only …just wait 'til that day…..

In my own love story, …there goes my prince, …loving her, …leaving me with a hug that will sooth and ease my weeping heart… without him knowing….. 'til then...

Moment of truth

2009-05-12T05:55:00.009+07:00

"It hurts to miss someone who doesn't know how to miss you..

It hurts to love someone who doesn't love you back..

But most of all it hurts when you've learned to keep them but they are not even yours.."

We can hardly determine what is fake & true.. but, sometimes fake gives more happiness to us.. while the truth gives nothing just to hurt us..

Now.. All i can do is just smile and hide what i really felt inside...