Saturday, October 3, 2009

• Thoughts of you remain •

You may never see this… And may never get the chance to.

But I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done…

All the lies, the deceit, and misinterpretations…


I love you and you might NEVER feel the same way. And I know this is all just karma for what I may have done to you.

For all the 2-facedness and the lying when it was never needed, the hurt and pain I put you through, and all the times I told you I loved you, but you felt the need to second guess it.

And although you may never see this, I LOVE YOU… More than anything in the world, and you said, “Do something spontaneous” is this spontaneous enough?

You don’t need to forgive me, and you don’t need to be my friend… But I don’t want to leave, without letting you see:


- how much you mean to me

- how involved you are in my world

- how every breath I take, whispers your name…

- my thoughts linger to you and my hands only need your warmth

- and how all I ever want, is to scream, “I LOVE YOU”

AND… although you may never feel the same again, I am aware.

However, it is set in my heart that I’ll always love you and you will ALWAYS have the biggest place, most cherished piece of my heart.

That even if you give it back, it’ll just break, because it’ll never be apart of me again.. It’ll always belong to you…

Never in my life, have I ever met a guy with a heart as beautiful as yours, or a smile that can kill.

You have the ability to take my world and spin it around and when I’m with you, I feel like I can do anything.


We rise in love, and you CHANGE me in ways I’ve never experienced and awaken feelings in me I’ve never felt.


I feel like an unknowing child when our eyes meet.. All the things that were easy and the ability to LOVE without conditions come back to me instantly...


But when you look away, I feel like my world has fallen and i have no sense of this emotion called "love"


You’re truly beautiful and I admire and cherish all the moments we’ve spent together.

I know we'll never be together again, and if we were; things would just never work out...

but you'll always have a huge DENT on my life.

The biggest things that ive done, have everything to do with you... and things that YOUVE done,
things you've experienced with me will always be experiences you'll have for life.

I hope you never regret those experiences.


And Although you’ll never see this,














I want the world to know I love you.

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