Tuesday, November 9, 2010

♡ вё шітн уоϋ ♡



It makes me sad to be away from you.
It makes me cry when I think of you.
I dream of the day I will see you.
Words can't say how much I love you.
All I want is to be with you.

You have no idea how hard this is on me.
I hope you are thinking of me.
My love will always be true for you.
I dream of the day I can be with you.
I can't even sleep when I am away from you.
All I wan't is to be with you.

"Miss you more than anything my K.C"

— Iисомрlётѐ —

the grey sky looming above,
rain drops still dripping down
from the pregnant clouds above,
we set out on our journey once again;


around and around we go
in slow circles, moving

to the beat of the thunder

and rain that surrounds us;


as the droplets hit the ground,
shattered realizations lay scattered
reminding me nothing is same
as it seems to be;


as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive;


the rain does nothing to stop our journey,
never forgetting, who we are
we walk these streets of madness,
knowing that,without each-other…

we are simply incomplete.



P.s : I`m Incomplete without you my K.C ~ (◡‿◡)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

✿ UNTITLED ✿

i want you to be mine,
but it's too impossible for me to be yours.


i just don't know
maybe your heart is so blind.


you never let me love you
because for you my love is nothing but a mere shadow.


it's hard for me to let go,
but easy for you to go.


and i know that your heart belongs to some one now.
and for you i am now just an ordinary friend.
you know if it's hurting me deeply,


the only thing i can do now...

is to love you....



in silence..... o(╯_╰)o

Saturday, October 3, 2009

• Thoughts of you remain •

You may never see this… And may never get the chance to.

But I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done…

All the lies, the deceit, and misinterpretations…


I love you and you might NEVER feel the same way. And I know this is all just karma for what I may have done to you.

For all the 2-facedness and the lying when it was never needed, the hurt and pain I put you through, and all the times I told you I loved you, but you felt the need to second guess it.

And although you may never see this, I LOVE YOU… More than anything in the world, and you said, “Do something spontaneous” is this spontaneous enough?

You don’t need to forgive me, and you don’t need to be my friend… But I don’t want to leave, without letting you see:


- how much you mean to me

- how involved you are in my world

- how every breath I take, whispers your name…

- my thoughts linger to you and my hands only need your warmth

- and how all I ever want, is to scream, “I LOVE YOU”

AND… although you may never feel the same again, I am aware.

However, it is set in my heart that I’ll always love you and you will ALWAYS have the biggest place, most cherished piece of my heart.

That even if you give it back, it’ll just break, because it’ll never be apart of me again.. It’ll always belong to you…

Never in my life, have I ever met a guy with a heart as beautiful as yours, or a smile that can kill.

You have the ability to take my world and spin it around and when I’m with you, I feel like I can do anything.


We rise in love, and you CHANGE me in ways I’ve never experienced and awaken feelings in me I’ve never felt.


I feel like an unknowing child when our eyes meet.. All the things that were easy and the ability to LOVE without conditions come back to me instantly...


But when you look away, I feel like my world has fallen and i have no sense of this emotion called "love"


You’re truly beautiful and I admire and cherish all the moments we’ve spent together.

I know we'll never be together again, and if we were; things would just never work out...

but you'll always have a huge DENT on my life.

The biggest things that ive done, have everything to do with you... and things that YOUVE done,
things you've experienced with me will always be experiences you'll have for life.

I hope you never regret those experiences.


And Although you’ll never see this,














I want the world to know I love you.

♥ A Silent Love ♥

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

Monday, August 31, 2009

My Heart Beats For You

There was once a guy who was very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she couldn't visualize any future for the both of them, so let 's go their own ways there and then... Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of him. Finally with all these hard work and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company... "You never fail until you stop trying."


One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his girl's parents. With a heart at getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it!


Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his paper cranes beside her... Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he would make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chose to leave him...

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."
She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her,because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again... he can take some of those back with him...


"Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever."


"Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person whom you thought meant nothing to you."


The guy just wept ...


The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them... "

Unconditional Love Story . . . o(>_<)o

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home from the war. He called his parents from San Francisco.


“Mom and Dad, I’m coming home, but I’ve a favor to ask. I have a friend I’d like to bring home with me.”
“Sure,” they replied, “we’d love to meet him.”
“There’s something you should know the son continued, “he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us.”
“I’m sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live.”
“No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us.”
“Son,” said the father, “you don’t know what you’re asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can’t let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He’ll find a way to live on his own.”
At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San
Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide.The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body
of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn’t know, their son had only one arm and one leg.


The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don’t like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren’t as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are.


Thankfully, there’s someone who won’t treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.
Tonight, before you tuck yourself in for the night, say a little prayer that God will give you the strength you need to accept people as they are, and to help us all be more understanding of those who are different from u

Friday, July 10, 2009

¸¸.•¨¯`•► I Realize ◄•¨¯`•¸¸.


I realize my ray of sun

doesn't have to shine on me;
but I never thought that in the dark
I would finally see...

I realize that true love

means to set it free;
but I never thought it would be so hard
to watch it drift from me.

I realize that times do change

and people with it too;
but I never thought life would be so dead
if it couldn't be with you.

I realize I see a house

that badly needs to be cleaned;
but I know I'll find a masterpiece
if I could get back in.

If you realize the lights gone out,

and my ray of sun is gone;
then let us part as friends for now,
victims of the clouds.