♡ вё шітн уоϋ ♡

It makes me sad to be away from you.
It makes me cry when I think of you.
I dream of the day I will see you.
Words can't say how much I love you.
All I want is to be with you.

You have no idea how hard this is on me.
I hope you are thinking of me.
My love will always be true for you.
I dream of the day I can be with you.
I can't even sleep when I am away from you.
All I wan't is to be with you.

"Miss you more than anything my K.C"

— Iисомрlётѐ —

the grey sky looming above,
rain drops still dripping down
from the pregnant clouds above,
we set out on our journey once again;


around and around we go
in slow circles, moving
to the beat of the thunder
and rain that surrounds us;


as the droplets hit the ground,
shattered realizations lay scattered
reminding me nothing is same
as it seems to be;


as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive;


the rain does nothing to stop our journey,
never forgetting, who we are
we walk these streets of madness,
knowing that,without each-other…

we are simply incomplete.



P.s : I`m Incomplete without you my K.C ~ (◡‿◡)

✿ UNTITLED ✿

i want you to be mine,
but it's too impossible for me to be yours.


i just don't know
maybe your heart is so blind.


you never let me love you
because for you my love is nothing but a mere shadow.


it's hard for me to let go,
but easy for you to go.


and i know that your heart belongs to some one now.
and for you i am now just an ordinary friend.
you know if it's hurting me deeply,


the only thing i can do now...
is to love you....



in silence..... o(╯_╰)o

♥ A Silent Love ♥

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

¸¸.•¨¯`•► I Realize ◄•¨¯`•¸¸.

I realize my ray of sun

doesn't have to shine on me;
but I never thought that in the dark
I would finally see...

I realize that true love

means to set it free;
but I never thought it would be so hard
to watch it drift from me.

I realize that times do change

and people with it too;
but I never thought life would be so dead
if it couldn't be with you.

I realize I see a house

that badly needs to be cleaned;
but I know I'll find a masterpiece
if I could get back in.

If you realize the lights gone out,

and my ray of sun is gone;
then let us part as friends for now,
victims of the clouds.

｡♥｡☆｡♡｡☆ ºGirLsº ☆｡♡｡☆｡♥｡

There are many good things in life
like cars.. money.. and flowers
But if you want something confusing
a girl is all you need

A girl doesn't say what she wants
but you're somehow supposed to know
If they want to do this or do that
stay here.. stay there.. or just go

If you ever dare look at another girl
they seem to scream.. go on.. and panic
But watch how fast they ignore you
at the sight of that kiss from Titanic

They give you questions like "Am i pretty?"
and "If you could go with one of my friends, who?"
There is no answer.. face the facts
you are definitely through

They take nothing and blow it up
and make a tremendous fuss
So girls, no matter what you think
you are just as hard to understand as us

◕‿◕ Boys ◕‿◕

a heart is not a play thing

a heart is not a toy

but if you want it broken

just give it to a boy

boys, they like to play with things

to see what makes them run

but when it comes to kissing

they do it just for fun

boys never give their hearts away

they play us girls for fools

they play until we give our hearts

and then they play it cool

you will wonder where he is at night

you will wonder if he's true

one moment you will be happy

one moment you will be blue

if you get a chance to see him

your heart begins to dance

your life revolves around him

there's nothing like romance

and then it starts to happen

you worry day and night

you see my friend, you're losing

it never turns out right

boys are great, though immature

the price you pay is high

he may seem sweet and gorgeous

but remember, he's a guy

don't fall in love with just a boy

that takes a lot of nerve

you see my friend, you need a man

to get what you deserve

so when you think that you're in love

be careful if you can

before you give your heart away

make sure that he's a man

°°° Wanted U Back °°°

You came into my book of life

Just as you wish, just as you pleased

You did it fast and direct, in just a blink of an eye

You paint in my white body

Fill it with colors, red, blue, black, yellow and green

You write in my blank body

Full with beautiful words and poetry of love

You often sing a song in my ears

Just before i sleep

And it stays till morning sun wakes me up

Sometimes i miss you

Like i miss the sunshine in the morning

Like i miss the air that i breathe

Like i miss the cold wind in the morning

I sat down

You are the light in the dark of my room

Stay, calm in the center

Shine your light across the emptiness

And it reaches me, softly, swept away all fears in me

For a time, you stay

Now,

You leave as you came

Just "WUSH" and vanished away

I just stay here... and still wonderer

Why do you have to leave?

"I Wanted U Back"

Iƒ OnLy (The LOVE i've lost, the LOVE I wish I could bring it back...)

If only I had realized that I love you from the start then I wouldn't have regrets right now....

If only I knew all along that what you feel for me is true then your love would not go to waste...

If only I knew from the beginning that you would fulfill all of your promises to me.. then I should have believed you, instead of anybody else and just hold on to your promise...

If only I knew that you love me that much, perhaps I wouldn't suffer right now from the guilt and regrets every time I think of the love I had back then.... damned I never realized how lucky I am to have you till now....

If only I wasn't blinded by my fears of getting hurt and doubts, for sure you'll make me the happiest women like what you always promise to me....

If only I wasn't that naive back then, maybe right now I have a wonderful life with you...

If only I listen to you every time you utter the word "I love you" and realized that it's not an empty word that comes from you, perhaps I wouldn't miss it so much now....

If only I have said I love you too in return or even just once... I know you're longing to hear those three simple words coming from me.... then I wouldn't  be wishing to God right now to have the chance to say those words to you...

If only I fight for the love you had given me....

If only I believe in all of your promises and hold on to it.....

If only I wasn't blinded by my fears and doubts....

If only I wasn't immature back then...

If only I had responded to the love you have given me...

If only I could turn back time... I'll make sure that you'll feel the love I had for you everyday, until we get old....

If only I could say I love you too in return....

If only I have chosen you instead of them...

If only I have realized that true love really does exist and that it has no age exemption when true love found you... perhaps now I have every chance to say "I love you too" till my last breath.....

 

I know it's too late now because all I have is just a memory of the love you gave me...but even so... I'll just take this chance to let you know that "I have loved you all along" I'm just plain stupid to not realize it earlier....

"I love you" wish I could say it to you.....

"I love you" I realize now how much I wanted to say this word to you over and over again...

"I love you" because I knew now that I appreciate all the love you showed me.....

Since that this is the only chance God had given me to say this three words that you longed to hear from me...

The Day U Said GoodBye

When you said goodbye not only did you leave me alone in the dark...
but you took my heart with you…
I wanted to run and never look back…
... So I did …
and when I could not run anymore, I dropped to my knees and cried..
until I could not cry no more…
I ask my self why…
... why me ...
I treated you like you were my world…
well you were my world...
my only reason to live...
I could not take it anymore…
so I took my belt and hung myself in the tree we always sat and talked in…
now you never have to see me…
I took my life because you took my heart and broke it into too many pieces…
I said I would love you until I close my eyes forever…
... I lied …

" I still love you "

Mr. — No Hope —

Waiting for someone you love is never is easy it may even be irrelevant...

especially when the one you're waiting for isn't aware that you're waiting..

I always wished for the same thing someone to love and who'll love me back..

but today, i think i'm gonna wish for something else..

the wisdom & maturity to realize that i won't find what i want by looking for it..

that i shouldn't expect someone else to give me what i never give to myself..

that i'm not half waiting to be made whole..

and even if that special person never comes along i'll be just fine...

Sometimes we could be so stubborn holding on to something we want so badly..

there is nothing wrong in hoping for love..

But there are times that we simply have to accept that it's over...

Wind Beneath My Wing

ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ

I don't want this feeling
Please stop me from believing

my mind and heart are always fighting
'coz it's you im always thinking

How can I forget you?
If my heart already belongs to you

I don't know what to do
You are always making me blue

You don't know how you make me feel
Everytime that you are near

It's your voice that I want to hear
Everytime my heart is full of fear

Why do I feel this way?
I can't let you go away

I think I'm starting to fall for you..
'coz nobody makes me feel the way you do

ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ

. . . waiting . . . . .

Tears been shed with the pain that lingers into this pity heart,

patiently waiting for the right time, for the right moment,

for you to see me, to see what`s beneath me, to see what these eyes of mine really want to say...

I`ve been waiting… for you to notice how i ache whenever you are hurt,

hoping that tomorrow will be the time when i can tell you how much i treasure you,

you, …my sweet devil.. is so precious to me…..

ironic though while she`s making you cry, here i am sharing it with you...

…no matter how hard it is to this stubborn heart of mine, i will help you lift up that burden you are carrying…...

yes, i'm bleeding.. but i will never let you see it, …as long as i can see you smile again..

…I will only …just wait 'til that day…..

In my own love story, …there goes my prince, …loving her, …leaving me with a hug that will sooth and ease my weeping heart… without him knowing….. 'til then...

Moment of truth

"It hurts to miss someone who doesn't know how to miss you..

It hurts to love someone who doesn't love you back..

But most of all it hurts when you've learned to keep them but they are not even yours.."

We can hardly determine what is fake & true.. but, sometimes fake gives more happiness to us.. while the truth gives nothing just to hurt us..

Now.. All i can do is just smile and hide what i really felt inside...