If only I had realized that I love you from the start then I wouldn't have regrets right now....
If only I knew all along that what you feel for me is true then your love would not go to waste...
If only I knew from the beginning that you would fulfill all of your promises to me.. then I should have believed you, instead of anybody else and just hold on to your promise...
If only I knew that you love me that much, perhaps I wouldn't suffer right now from the guilt and regrets every time I think of the love I had back then.... damned I never realized how lucky I am to have you till now....
If only I wasn't blinded by my fears of getting hurt and doubts, for sure you'll make me the happiest women like what you always promise to me....
If only I wasn't that naive back then, maybe right now I have a wonderful life with you...
If only I listen to you every time you utter the word "I love you" and realized that it's not an empty word that comes from you, perhaps I wouldn't miss it so much now....
If only I have said I love you too in return or even just once... I know you're longing to hear those three simple words coming from me.... then I wouldn't be wishing to God right now to have the chance to say those words to you...
If only I fight for the love you had given me....
If only I believe in all of your promises and hold on to it.....
If only I wasn't blinded by my fears and doubts....
If only I wasn't immature back then...
If only I had responded to the love you have given me...
If only I could turn back time... I'll make sure that you'll feel the love I had for you everyday, until we get old....
If only I could say I love you too in return....
If only I have chosen you instead of them...
If only I have realized that true love really does exist and that it has no age exemption when true love found you... perhaps now I have every chance to say "I love you too" till my last breath.....
I know it's too late now because all I have is just a memory of the love you gave me...but even so... I'll just take this chance to let you know that "I have loved you all along" I'm just plain stupid to not realize it earlier....
"I love you" wish I could say it to you.....
"I love you" I realize now how much I wanted to say this word to you over and over again...
"I love you" because I knew now that I appreciate all the love you showed me.....
Since that this is the only chance God had given me to say this three words that you longed to hear from me...
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